I refuse to go back through my old posts on this blog to find out how many times I started on a new weight loss program. But if I did I’m sure it would be no less than 3 or 4 times. And yet here I am, still at the same weight I was two years ago.
To say that it’s frustrating is an understatement. For the most part I thought I was doing well. I thought I was eating right. I thought I was doing the right exercises. I thought I should be losing weight. All to no avail.
However recently I read a very interesting and informative book. I’m not going to mention the title here on the blog, because I’m not endorsing it and I’m not affiliated with it at all. However it really educated me on how bad my diet really was. And how drastically changing it was really the only way to lose weight. Because even though I was getting enough exercise, it only made me ravenously hungry and would lead to overeating on stuff I shouldn’t be eating in the first place.
So what’s my plan this time you may ask? Well… I’m going vegan. Sorta. I guess you can say that I’m veganizing my meals most of the time. I’m giving up meat, fish, and eggs completely. And for the most part I’m giving up dairy, with the exception of allowing fat-free yogurt and cheese a few times a week. I’m also giving up most processed foods. So I’m staying away from any foods that come in a package, from the freezer, or restaurant meals. Oh, and no oil (which is harder than I thought it would be).
So what am I eating you may ask. I’m eating a lot of beans, fruits, veggies (both raw and cooked) and nuts. Here is an example of what I ate yesterday:
Breakfast: Large smoothie made with un-sweetened almond milk, frozen berries, 1tbs natural peanut butter, and a squirt of honey
Lunch: Large “taco” salad with lots of greens, a spicy mix of beans, carrots, and tomatoes, 2tbs cheddar cheese, and 1 crushed up corn taco shell with some melon on the side
Snack: Apple with 1tbs almond butter, iced black unsweetened coffee (trying to give this up but I need one cup of coffee/day at the moment)
Dinner: Indian veggie curry (no oil), boiled indian-spiced sprouts with tomatoes and 1 whole wheat tortilla, mango
Dessert: 1oz dark chocolate
I’ve been really good about sticking to the diet this week (ok… so it’s only Wednesday. Still counts!). I’m going to add exercise to the mix next week, but for this week I’m just focusing on my diet. I’m also trying to increase my intake of water.
I’m not going to lie. I’m hungry. Really hungry. I went to bed talking to my husband about how I was craving Mexican and could probably eat a whole pizza. But the thing is, on this diet I can have unlimited fruits and veggies. However my palette is so messed up I don’t want to eat these things even when I’m hungry. Fruit is no longer sweet because of all the sugar I’ve binged on in the past. And veggies are even more unappetizing unless they are dipped in something unhealthy. My hope is that I will slowly start to like and crave these foods so I will only have to put up with this hunger for a week or two.
So here’s the usual numbers and before photos (I’ll add measurements next week after I find my measuring tape):
Before:
Weight: 215
BMI=39.3 (Severely Obese)
Goals:
#1: 200lbs (-15lbs, BMI=36.6) – March 1st, Reward: Manicure
#2: 190 (-25, BMI=34.7, obese) – April 9th, Reward: Hot Tub & Massage night with the Man
#3: 180 (-35, BMI=32.9) – May 25th (friends wedding) Reward: New dress for wedding
#4: 170 (-45, BMI=31.1) – July 1st Reward: New Bathing suit
#5: 160 (-55, BMI=29.3, overweight) – August 4th (Cousin’s wedding) Reward: All out for black-tie wedding (outfit, hair, nails, etc)
#6: 150 (-65, BMI=27.4) – October 1st Reward: Professional family portraits
#7: 140 (-75, BMI=25.6) – December 1st Reward: New Wardrobe!
#8: 135 (-80, BMI=24.7, NORMAL WEIGHT!!!)- January 1st, 2013 Reward: Family vacation to somewhere warm
Oh yea, and baby #2!!!!
This means I’m giving myself the next year to lose 80lbs. To be honest, I will be happy when I get down to 150. However going by my height, my ideal weight should be around 130. So I’m going to try to aim for that. And I split it up this way because thinking about 80lbs in total is daunting. But thinking about it in 10-15lb increments makes it more manageable.
And it may seem stupid and counterproductive to lose all this weight in order to get pregnant again. But I want a healthy pregnancy this time. I want a healthy baby. I don’t want the possibility of something going wrong because of my obesity to hang over my head the entire pregnancy. I think that more than anything will keep me motivated, because I’m definitely having moments of babyfever lately.
So keep reading! I’ll post my progress every week. I’ll also be posting what I’m eating and good healthy vegan recipes at least once a week. And pictures once in awhile. Oh, and if you want to know the specific diet I’m following or the book I read that inspired me to do this just leave a comment with your e-mail and I’ll give you that info.
If you are starting this new year with a weight loss goal good luck and stay strong! We can do it!
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